Can't go online often now. Left the laptop at home for sis to use. So once in awhile, I'll borrow my cousin's laptop to use.
And boy, is it fun to use. Windows 7 and all that. *But mac still owns IMO*
Anyway, stupid thing happened today Decided to go camp early So i work up early, dressed early and left the place early. Took the first bus and .... fell asleep and missed my stop. Stupid thing was that when I woke up, I thought still haven't reached yet, so i waited awhile more until the plac seemed unfamiliar and I went to stand up and saw the end of the bus, had no NSmen in it. (the bus was the long deck one) Quickly went over to the driver and asked Me : "Have the bus passed Nee Soon camp?" Driver : "Yea. A long time ago" Me : " Fuck. How many stops ago?" Driver : "Like 16-17 stops like that" Me : " OMFG!"
Luckily the next busstop was near so I quickly alighted and flagged the taxi Taxi driver was crazy! Sped through traffic (am grateful though) and brake so suddenly, my face hit the back of the front seat (was seating at the back) luckily managed to reach camp in time. Around 715-ish. LUCKY!
Ok, am going to go off. Thanks to an office colleague Am now hooked to the Percy Jackson Series. Am now on the third book~
8 letters; 3 words; 1 meaning; ILOVEYOU 10:37 PM
‚ô• Saturday, March 6, 2010
Cheeebye....
Knocked off from work at 5.
But had to be detained since some assholes' laptop was stolen in camp.
SIB; some investigation unit people came to do 'investigation'.
Which mainly involves us staying back very late doing nothing.
Rushed to my aunt house to get my dirty laundry and change out of uniform
Rushed to go meet a friend.
Only to find out my bank acc is dry.
Only then remembered today is the 5th of March.
Pay haven't come and my acc balance was deducted for my laptop.
Had to call and cancel the meeting.
Rahhhh.
Sian.
8 letters; 3 words; 1 meaning; ILOVEYOU 12:21 AM
‚ô• Wednesday, March 3, 2010
Name: Zaiman
Date: 3/3/2010
Colorgenics Number: 70132654
Everyone feels despondent at times and you are no exception. You are feeling so depressed because it seems that everything that could go wrong has gone wrong and you don't quite know which way to turn. So like the proverbial ostrich you are trying to bury your head in the sand. But that won't work - you have to face reality.
Always anxious to accept the role of the leader, as indeed you often work well with people - but try to stay out of the limelight. You'd like a life of ease with no one to rock the boat and someone who understands you is so important in your life.
All the problems that you have been experiencing of late seem to have become a part of your life and there is little that can be done to change the situation.(my life is indeed fucked up) Your emotions run high - but even though you feel as if at times you are about to burst this situation will pass. Try to release your pent-up emotions by participating in some extra physical activities like running, swimming, whatever. There must be some favourite pastime, not necessarily strenuous, that can help you to relax.
For some time now your hopes and expectations have been denied and because of this you are becoming withdrawn and introverted. (need I explain more?) Continual disappointment has manifested itself in you becoming both suspicious and restrained you have become withdrawn from others and have receded more and more into yourself.(Damian, to name a few) You seem to have lost your innate enthusiasm and imaginative nature, for fear that you may be carried away by it only to find that you are wasting your time. You are loath to trust people, as in the past your trust has been misplaced. You seem to be keeping yourself cautiously aloof from others. At this moment in time your attitude is to trust nobody - until they can prove themselves to you.
At this time you don't particularly like yourself. Everything that you have tried to do seems to have gone wrong. This makes you feel that there is no point in trying to start again. Apart from being stressed and tense, you are angry with yourself.
Sad, but true.
8 letters; 3 words; 1 meaning; ILOVEYOU 8:09 PM
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Something happened in camp.
Shall not elaborate.
For once, just this once, I thought things could finally work out.
But no.
Thought back at what I did wrong.
Remembered the past.
Broke down and cried.
Fuck my life.
8 letters; 3 words; 1 meaning; ILOVEYOU 7:10 PM
‚ô• Tuesday, March 2, 2010
Am back !! After like what? 2 years since my last post! Alot alot of things have happened these past 2 years. Like how the resentment and hatred to what was my best friend for 8 years. Additional and unwanted yet always there dramas in life. and so on and on.
Am not gonna wallow in self-pity since good things do happen too. Like realizing who my true friends are. Graduated from NP with a good GPA. Appeared and interviewed on TV due to excellence in past papers and schools. *ahem* Gained fats Developed some muscles.
Been spending the past hours just re-reading my old post from this blog and the LJ ones.
Really nice to relive back those memories though most of my post are emo ones; especially the LJ ones, since it was the honest one out of the 2.
Though it's already like March now. (time really flies now that I come to think of it)
Though am quite sad (REALLY!) that i got OOC from being a combat medic and got posted to as a storeman, life isn't really that bad. Able to meet someone special (confirm another drama gonna happen to me again. :|) and I don't really have to like train for long hours and stay in camp since my vocation is 8-5.
NS life aside, nothing interesting is happening so far. Mel's having her last sem and she's coming back to SG for good soon. Ainifique ( dunno why, was trying to minah-fied your name and that name came out first) is happily working at some design firm and is planning the overseas trip. Seriously looking forward to it. And I hope my feelings will reciprocate this time round. Though chances are really slim yet again, but what to do? Am a failure at these things.